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♥ Kendra is my name.
♥ Call me Brooke.
♥ Don't ask why.
♥ My day 3.21.90.
♥ Singing is my passion.
♥ I go to Woodbridge High.
♥ Junior-ocity.
♥ I'm ugly.
♥ I do my own hair.
♥ Make-up is amazing.
♥ love is a beautiful thing.
♥ BROOKLYN BEWARE is my screen name.
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Life is frustrating, and I try my best to get through without being angry or upset. I'm sorry to all of those I've snapped at, or to the people who have put up with my emotional rollercoaster. I'm trying my best, and all I ask is that you try to help me through it without yelling, or anger.. because I've had enough of that in my life. I'm not saying my life is harder than a lot of peoples, because yeah I've been through a lot.. but I know a lot of other people have been through worse. I just have some unresolved issues with myself that I'm trying to sort out.
Thanks.
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| Amy and I walked like.. 34672169651 miles today.
Amy and I went to catch the bus so I could see ilya at work. We missed it, but we wanted to get there in time so I could see him for at least 10 minutes. So we walked. Two and a half miles. My feet were bleeding, but I couldn't take my shoes off because the ground was too hot. It was 103 degree's outside.
So I kept the shoes on, and now I have about 8 blisters on one foot, and 4 on the other. I'm in so much pain.
Anyways, after all that.. as soon as we got there, I sat down, and ilya came out.. and got mad at me. It was really gay. So anyways, we got up, and went to catch the other bus. I took my shoes off finally because the ground had cooled off. We walked two miles back to Culver, it would've been one and a half miles, but we took a few wrong turns. We ended up on the wrong side of ilya's school, so we had to cut through the fencing area, and walk over this dirt mound next to the tennis courts. There were ants everywhere, and I kept slipping.
We got around the wall finally, and we walked a little more and found a park. There was a vending machine but it was way too expensive. A dollar fifty for a can of soda or something. Lame. so we asked around to find the bus stop, and nobody knew where it was. Amy spotted it, luckily. So we got there and checked the times, and it turns out we missed it by 10 minutes. Lame. But then I remembered what Ilya told me, that they're usually late.. so we waited about 15 minutes and nothing came.. so we walked to find the next one, just to kill time.
We walked for a little while, and I turned around randomly, and saw a bus.. so we ran back to the bus stop we had left, to see it wasn't the right bus.. so we had to start over. We kept walking for about half a mile, and found a shopping cart. Since my feet were bleeding and blistered, Amy pushed me in it for a little while. We passed this freeway entrance that we had to pass, and the cart fell while I was in it. My arm got caught underneath the cart and it hurt really bad at the time, but it was too funny to focus on the pain. It really lightened the mood. After that I didn't want to get back in, so we kept walking for about a mile to the next bus stop, but we didn't want to stay at it because we had too much time until the next bus came.
So with the money I had, I bought us Ice Cream. We needed it. We were like.. dying, practically. So we ate it and kept going for about a mile until we got to the next bus stop. We were imitating this weird guy walking because he thought he was hardxcore. Nobody in Irvine is hardxcore. It's like.. the law. So we kept walking and finally got to the bus stop, and decided to just stay there until the bus came. Then it got dark, and the bus came after a long-long time. The bus took us like.. only three or four blocks.. it was kind of pointless, but it was also nice to have air conditioning and cushioned seats.
After we got off the bus we walked about a mile and a half to the Lagoon, and it wasn't as fun as expected. The walk there was more fun than the actual thing. Nick pretended to throw cockroaches at me so I beat him up. Lol. Well, techniquely he won.. I hit the ground first. So I guess he won. haha. Everyone was like.. "GET A ROOM" and it was really really akward. I just, I don't know. I hate when people do that. It's really embarassing.
So yeah, all in all the day was eventful. Some of it was good, some bad.
That's basically it.
Byebye<3 | | |
| If I were to become president, I would state that no boy can be seen without a pair of jack purcells<3
I would also state that Curve is the best smell in the world. And then I would dumb loads of it onto everyone.
I bought a new pair of jeans, and they're my favorite. I love them more than I should.
Jazz Choir rehersal began July 10th. It's fun so far, and I'm looking forward to the party on Friday.
We're singing "big spender" and we dance like sluts<3
I also can't wait until I get Dinasaur egg oatmeal.
SOMEBODY GO TO THE BLOCK WITH ME. PLEASE.
D:
<3
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| I haven't updated in almost literally forever. So here it goes.
My name is still Kendra Ellice Hubbell, I'm still an astoundingly short 5'3, my eyes are still blue/green/grey.. but a few things have changed.
I have the best boyfriend a girl could ever ask for.
I started cutting hair.
I have almost straight A's.
I've thrown a real party.
I'm sixteen years old.
I love DDR.
I don't cut myself anymore, or haven't for a long time.
So that's me. Pretty boring, eh? Notsomuch for me, because I've been really happy lately, no cutting.. well, I promised Ilya. And I wouldn't break a promise to him. :]
Oh, and for those of you who don't know, Ilya is my boyfriend. The best I've ever had. Starting today, we've been together for five weeks, going on forever.
Forever, by the way, is 862, 651, 392, 024 days from now.
Yeah, I think I'll update this weekend.
Love always,
Kendra
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I'm depressed.
Things are sucking quite a bit.
I guess that's just how life goes sometimes.
Here's a poem I wrote to lighten the mood(not)
Hold me while I leave, my love.
Stab me, stab me one more time.
Take whatever I have left.
Go ahead, so break me.
I'm not afraid of you, my love.
Feel me, breathless in your arms.
You know that I would die for you.
It's alright, so use me.
Don't look at me like that, my love.
These tears are made from happiness.
I'm saving my last breath for you.
I'm fine, so hurt me.
Kiss me as I end, my love.
Hold me in your arms.
Will you miss me while I'm gone?
I'm sorry, forgive me.
Say goodnight to me, my love.
Don't be afraid of what you've done.
Watch me as I fade to black.
It's over, I'm gone.
The end.</3 | | |
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